Thursday, May 31, 2012

I hope you dont think Im an attention whore for blogging about my voices. They are very real and very frightening at times (though some I call my friends). Writing about them was my therepists idea and my friends at the last hospital I went to suggested I start a blog about them. when I get a new voice I'll let you know

Sunday, May 27, 2012

so yeah first post. Exciting.
What should I talk about? 
Maybe a cool revenge spell?
My voices?
The color blue?

How about all of them?

Take a small box with drawers. On a small square piece of paper write your enemy's name in red ink (traditionally this is done with blood). Fold the paper three times and then put it in the bottom drawer of the box. Now sit back and laugh at all the bad things that are happening to said person. 


How about I tell you about my first voice? 



I saw my first one when I was four. At that age you don’t know much, but you do know that a strange man in your bedroom is a pretty bad thing.
He was humongous, bigger even than my dad. His shaggy blond hair was spiked upward. He was standing over my blocks. He saw me with my mouth open in shock.
“Oh I’m sorry” He smiled showing his pointy shark teeth. I noticed they were dripping with some red liquid. His voice boomed and was deep “Do you want to play”
At this point I screamed so loud I woke both my parents and my younger sister, Marisa. How could none of them see him! He was huge! After my mother had sufficiently calmed me down, she asked me to draw a monster. I being the creative child I was drew the monster crying in the corner of the room.
Mom told me that the dark was nothing to fear, and that the monster would protect me. I dubbed him “Sticky Teeth” because I was little and had an excuse to give my imaginary friend a stupid name. In the morning he was still there.
He stayed with me until I was six. After that he disappeared forever. Gone. 





Did you know there are an infinite number of possible shades. Each shade of blue can be modified slightly by adding a new colour, the possibilities are endless. As far as we know, there are more than fifty thousand shades of blue. Air Force Blue, Celeste, Egyptian blue, Maya Blue, Royal Blue, and Ultramarine are a few.