EPIC GROWL

teen angst.

Why must you attack me when I need you to stay the hell away from me .-. 

Last night I was kind of suicidal. I didn't have a specific plan in mind or anything like that. I was just super depressed. I was happy that my mom was there. She made me talk to her about little things we saw that made us laugh. We teased Taylor Swift and poked fun at a few of my favorite animes. I think my mom is never going to let me give myself my medication again. I made a mistake and thats probably the reason I was so depressed. 

                with love
                    your crazy girl <3

What to do when elves attack *serious face*

Hey guys :)

I am on the hunt for a job. I want to work at Safeway but I can't because I am not yet old enough. This is a bummer because I really need the money. No one seems to be hiring anyone under the age of sixteen. My seneca worker had helped me create a fabulous resume I just cant wait for an oppertunity to use it :)
I have also started two new stories since I have finished the project I had been working on. This helps more than I can explain.
I'm also just a little worried. Lately I have been seeing more and more voices. I wonder if he bad ones will show up at some point because for now I just see the good and the useless voices. I might have to call my Phsyciatrist soon...

Till next time
-your Crazy Girl

grounded and other fun stuff

             That's right folks I am currently grounded and on computer restriction :( How did this occur you ask? All I have to say is I need to learn to filter myself. especially around my bitchy fourteen year old sister. Lets just say calling her a bunch of names and  then threatining to torch her cheer uniform dosen't o over well with Mom and Dad.  The rules of my grounding could be worse though. I am only allowed three hours of computer time a day. My sister how ever got off completely scott free.
             In other news this is the longest time since April of 2012 that I have managed to stay out of the hospital! This may not sound like much to you but for me I find that it's an acheivement c: 
             So far things are going great and I am just a little concerned about that... You see usually when good things happen for a long period of time something bad is soon to follow. I call it the calm before the storm theory. I hope everything will turn out okay. As I like to say Prepare for the worst and hope for the best :)
             

                With love,
                    your Crazy Girl <3

 Well recently I have gotten into an Anime (mainly Naruto) Phase. I just think Masashi Kishimoto is a genius. The characters he has created and the story he has woven is so interesting and seamless that it just draws you in. It's one of the best Anime's I have encountered. My by far favorite character would have to be Gaara. I seriously just want to give this guy a hug. He controls sand and is just a bit of a sociopath. He believed that no one loved him or could ever really love him for the majority of the series. Thats what the symbol above his left eye means. Love. He ground that into his face

with sand after his own uncle tried to assasinate him. He swore he would love only himself. Eventually how ever our fabulous lead character Naruto teaches him the true value of freindship and all that good Jazz. Lastly: It's not eyeliner. He was born looking like a green day fan :I




Also Orange sherbert is amazing :D 

Well thats pretty much it for now :) 

OH! forgot to mention. No voices for over three days now! Do you know how great that is?

I am in fact still alive

I'm going to start making vlogs...

Other than that I had to go to residential. Part of me wants to complain and say it sucked the other part of me wants to say i am now a better person for having that expeirence :)
MY VOICES ARE ALMOST COMPLETELY GONE :D :D:D

I was so happy at this development 

My apologizes

I have been very busy lately. I mostly work on my book. It seems now that its one of the few.things I enjoy doing. school is going to start soon so that means I will have to cut hack on ly writing which I al not looking forward to at all. Oh well life is nothing if not full of obstacles.
Speaking of which my sister is a cheerleader now. I try to be happy for her acheivment, but now her head has swollen to massive proportions. She acts like she's too good for us little people.
I have a new.voice. he calls himself Cane. I have no idea what he looks like because he always wears a mask. He scares me. He tells me to do very very bad things that I don't want to do. He's twice as bad as tic and toc. So that's something to worry about.
Well that's all for now.

With love your crazy girl
Scathach Danu

Where does the time go

Well sorry its been such a long time since I posted anything. Things have been super busy lately. Well let me fill you in on what's been going on...

I was having anxiety attacks Which led to me getting fired. They were worried I would get hurt on the job and they would get sued. Screw them.
I went tot the hospital for attempted suicide. I got the help i needed. I even made a friend and entered a writing contest with a short story I wrote at the hospital. It isn't over yet but I hope I win something.
I can't wait for school to start. And thank you all for reading this c: